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Sunday, September 30, 2012

Oh How Things Change: 1st vs. 3rd

I am sure there are many more but here are a few of my changed thoughts from the beginning to the end of this pregnancy!

1st trimester: "I can't wait till I start showing!"
3rd trimester: "Wow, seriously? Is it humanly possible that my belly can get any bigger?"

1st trimester: "I am so nervous about labor and delivery."
3rd trimester: "I'm still nervous, but also so ready have this baby out of me and in my arms!"

1st trimester: "I wish I could eat...but nothing looks good."
3rd trimester: "You're full? ...Sure Babe, I'll finish your plate."

1st trimester: "I am so excited about wearing all these maternity clothes!"
3rd trimester: "I am so excited about fitting into all my old clothes again!"

1st trimester: "October seems like such a long time from now...."
3rd trimester: "October is TOMORROW!?!"

1st trimester: "I can't wait to feel the baby move!"
3rd trimester: "Elli, I love feeling you move, but every time you do I have to pee, so can you settle down now?"

1st trimester: "There is so much to do and get and learn.  I hope we can get everything ready."
3rd trimester: "I am so thankful for our parents, family, and friends. I actually feel ready* for our girl to enter the world."


3 things that this pregnancy helped me realize will never change:
1-I will love this little girl forever and ever.
2-I will continue to fall more and more in love with my incredible, Superman husband everyday.
3-Jesus remains faithful through it all.
Seriously, He does.  He is the only one who is more than able.

"Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen."
Ephesians 3:20


*Author's note: When I say "ready" I do not mean I have it all together by any means, I just mean I think we are "ready enough" that she will survive.  However, when the nurses/midwives say we can take our little girl home, I am sure I'll look at them in disbelief and amazement with a side of "and when did Matthew and I grow up?"

Monday, September 24, 2012

Maternity Pictures

READY OR NOT.... HERE SHE COMES!







A Clock with Wings

Time is flying by in my little "Lauren world."

Matt and I were pretty much traveling from July 20th-Aug. 18th. We were home for a few days here and there on weekends when he had to work (and I had to do laundry and repack) but other than that we were traveling.  (We also traveled some at the end of August and beginning of September because of my Mamaw's unexpected illness and her departure to be with Jesus).
It was a true blessing to go all the places we went and see all the people we saw! 
However it was also exhausting, especially for pregnant me! I am thankful for the travels and I am thankful to be home. 

All that said, I realized that all our traveling actually helped me appreciate my home more. To be honest this house really hadn't felt like home until getting back at the end of the summer.
It has been a challenge to get our little girl's room ready for her arrival because prior to all the traveling I was working several jobs.... All of these things have made me think on future things, which is something we are compelled and I would venture to say, commanded to do in Scripture:

Colossians 3:1-2,  "If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things above, not on things that are on earth."


You see one of my favorite truths in Scripture is that THIS world is NOT our home as Christ followers. We are just pilgrims passing through. We are on a journey, an adventure, a pilgrimage to a New World. 
The Bible uses this type of language calling us aliens, pilgrims, and strangers to this world. You see we are out of place here. It is like the the lyrics in the Switchfoot song that say, "I don't belong here..."
We never want a particular home or certain geographical location to become so comfortable that we forget that we are just passing through. While we may enjoy those things, our hearts should be longing and yearning for what is to come. We can be biblical by being effective for the cause of Christ and the spread of the Gospel all the while keeping our heart somewhat "detacthed" from this place. This is done with the knowledge that we don't belong here.

The other thing that I got thinking about is that Jesus is preparing a place for me.

The reality of an eternal world has become even more real to me this year as two of my precious grandparents have left this temporal world.  My Papaw on February 23, 2012 and Mamaw on September 3, 2012 (the day after her 80th birthday). 
While I miss them both terribly, I am so thankful that I am not left without hope.  Oh no, I am confident that they are with Jesus.  I am sure that they are worshiping Him and celebrating the new life apart from sin they had been waiting for their whole lives.

1 Thessalonians 4:13-18
13 But we do not want you to be uninformed, brothers, about those who are asleep, that you may not grieve as others do who have no hope. 14 For since we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so, through Jesus, God will bring with him those who have fallen asleep. 15 For this we declare to you by a word from the Lord, that we who are alive, who are left until the coming of the Lord, will not precede those who have fallen asleep. 16 For the Lord himself will descend from heaven with a cry of command, with the voice of an archangel, and with the sound of the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first. 17 Then we who are alive, who are left, will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we will always be with the Lord. 18 Therefore encourage one another with these words.

Honestly, all of this makes me want to know more of what the Bible has to say about heaven and eternity.  Even though I grew up in a Christian home and was taught Biblical values, I think I have let a lot of the cultural ideas of heaven sink into my mind instead of really knowing what Scripture says. So I don't have a lot of answers right now... but I do have hope, a real living hope.  You can have this same hope as you trust in Christ alone by faith alone for your salvation.

1 Peter 1:3-9
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to His great mercy, He has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God's power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.


Fathers

I should have posted this in June... but I am still posting it even though it is September... :)

This Father's Day was packed with a lot of different thoughts and emotions.
My husband is a father, at least that's how I see it.  He is a father in the making.  I see how his baby girl has already changed him and influenced him.
I am away from my Daddy today.  Not that I haven't been before on Father's Day, but I wish I could be with him.  He was the first man I loved. I'm eternally grateful for his unconditional love and self-sacrifice.
I am so blessed to have a godly, generous, good-spirited father-in-love.  The way that he loved and trained his son (my husband) is truly a gift from God.
I'm thankful for my grandfathers, those living and those who have gone on before us: Grandpa (Ray Klinect), Papaw (Lyle Lowry), Pa (Bill Bishop), and Papaw (Fred Hoyle).
I am thankful for Matt's Pa.  He makes me laugh and loves his family well.  I was never privileged to know Papaw Hoyle, but from all the stories I have heard he sounds like he was an amazing man.   
My Grandpa Klinect gives the best hugs and has such a great laugh!  I am forever grateful for the heritage he has created for my family and instilled in my Dad.

This was my first Father's Day without having my Papaw around.  That was hard.  I can imagine that it was even harder for my Mom, Aunt Leesa, Uncle Dale, and Uncle Lloyd.  I have no idea what it would be like to not have your dad around on that day.  I am sure it was hard for my Mamaw too not to have her husband and the father of her children.  (This was written before Mamaw went to be with Jesus). I know that is part of life, but it doesn't make it easy.  I am praying for and thinking about all of you.

So to my husband, Daddy, Dad Bishop, Grandpa, Pa (And Papaw Lowry and Papaw Hoyle who have gone before):
Thank you for being faithful, honorable, respectable, loyal, joyful, gracious men, husbands, and fathers.  My life is forever changed for the better because of each one of you.

My Daddy
Matthew's Dad
Grandpa Klinect
Pa Bishop

Papaw
 I need to scan in a picture of Matthew and his Papaw Hoyle!

Matthew on his first Father's Day!


 Happy Father's Day!